Thursday, 30 May 2024

IN THE SKYS GREAT BOWL





the cats rolling onto his back
legs hanging / eyes watching

showing the trap of claws & teeth
baited by thick soft belly fur

of course i fall for it

~

its midnight 
& the lawn is wet
stars out in the skys great bowl

& the solar storms flares  
show up as nothing here

but i stay awhile / hoping 
they might / even invisible

be rewiring my brain









Tuesday, 28 May 2024

END TIMES ANTICIPATION 1




the lawn mowers music
the highway choir hum

the dog walkers diatribe
van doors snare drum slam

i believe 
i will crave
this street order 
ear balm

in the coming 
rubble struggle
of hunger & heat

so i express that
here







Monday, 27 May 2024

ITS CIGARETTES





i got mugged again
by memory lane 
in the dark alley
of my hallway

it shouted
farm dogs & school desks
in my face

& showed me again
those hepatitis signs
yellow on the mortuary door

its cigarettes 
is all i can think
a twilight world could want








Friday, 24 May 2024

ROBOT DOBBIN




some days
my own thoughts
bore me to tears

or would

if my parched organs
could spare the saline

~

& stuff i say sometimes
jesus christ its so freaking
default & vanilla & nothing
its like my intellect
was 3d printed yesterday

~

so here i am
a retired robot dobbin

wondering about trepanning
& the myth of good sleep
 







Thursday, 23 May 2024

GARDEN HOGAKU




time is measured in pets
&
tower fans
&
discount thermals
&
lengthening children

& in the stolen propagule
thats a fir tree now

& theres a strange cat up there
in a nest of dead needles

waiting on birds
& dreaming








Tuesday, 21 May 2024

HAIKU TWO




organs watered

i am careful with the sun

summer river mood


~


the daily machine

is rust & meds & meat &

grit got in the oil










Monday, 20 May 2024

TIME HAS A GUN




time barrels in the door
shouldering it open
38 special out
owning the space
naked & huge & steaming

~

memory lane
holds onto you 
like it needs you

but you know 
it has a steak knife
up its elasticated cuff



 




Sunday, 19 May 2024

BRAIDED HOGAKU




& i fight there
in the basement of it

in light gone weird 
& details too big

with blank posey thin
but listen 
i will braid it 
for strength








Friday, 17 May 2024

OST OF THE MIND




the djs gone rogue 
hes looping common people

second hand prams
in the high street wind 

cul-de-sac kettles on
landline in the hall


~


its a soft afternoon 
of hard nostalgia

abnormal & silent & nothing
to the data scrapers ears








Thursday, 16 May 2024

HAIKU FLUB

 



essential work flows

a river shallow from drought 

& the road trip dreams







Tuesday, 14 May 2024

PUBLIC FUNDED CAREHOME CANVAS




if youth
is wasted on the young

then health
is wasted on the chipper

i say
prescribe the sick 
lab-perfect medicinal whizz
give the old & retired & forgotten 
lashings of military grade gak

& let the poor bastards dance again

~

millstone clocks lifted
from their old bread necks

they shall paint societies revenge 

beautiful & kind & colourful 
on public funded carehome canvas








Monday, 13 May 2024

BLEED THRU THE CRACKS




i keep doing
& if i do hard enough

& dont look
into the morning mirror

then i might
bleed thru the cracks

& stain the stage
& make them see

after the curtains are down
& the lights are up

what it looks like
to keep doing

& the true-crime 
look of it all








Saturday, 11 May 2024

HAIR BY NICKY CLARKE




babylon & the black dog

bogart in bohemia

theyre talking to denzel
for the movie

my ideas lose their way
in the unpaved quagmire
of a spiralling mind
&
my thoughts do
what cigarette smoke does
breathed out in the fog

the butcher of bakersfield 

betty boop & barberella
in b&q in brent cross

hair by nicky clarke










Friday, 10 May 2024

TREE DREAM OF OTTERS & TROUT





& the crypto mothman
has been sighted again
digging in the dump
for his plastic slab
of unicorn wealth

& snake oil -
well its a brand now

& off-grid looks good
looks like a fad
looks like a hard death

a place to be born
but not move too

a tree dream of otters & trout
to think on
when the wifi is down









Thursday, 9 May 2024

NOR COMIC HEROES ON




they dressed 
us in black & grey
no colours 
nor comic heroes on

they put us 
in stiff shoes
for us 
to polish them too

when we were small 
& had no voice

& hiding was the best game






Tuesday, 7 May 2024

CATS RIDING DONKEYS TOO




the worlds ok really
just look at the internet

i can see 
the species unravel
in narcissism & violence

or zoom with a therapist 
& see cats riding donkeys too

i have scrolled for miles
& theres no end in sight

potted life on tap
in the soft lap of plenty









Monday, 6 May 2024

ANCIENT OAKUM




its
all
like
dried up glue

stringy & ugly
& something to pick at

ancient oakum come loose
& on the way 
to the kitchenette bin
in the peach colour prefab

then landfill
or a south pacific beach

where the turtles
cosplay westerners

but never for long









Friday, 3 May 2024

THE CREATIVE PUSH & PULL




you got to push it out
like birth
from need
from heart
forced by guts
out the valve you tore

& you must pull too
with exposure
laying bait
& fishing & trawling & mining

& if all that is
is a weak fart
on low hanging fruit

well i still did it








Thursday, 2 May 2024

IN ITS BUDDHIST GAZE




& this little house
sat on its 
estuary clay

it almost has a face
if i would turn
swift enough 
to see

see its calm look
of time & bricks

see the stoicism
in its buddhist gaze

see all its needs
that can wait
its says
dont worry