poets ! do you mow that lawn ? or lay on it and wallow weakly in its tiny forests wondering if you can face the metallic smell and cobwebs of the dark inhabited shed where the mower - LEVIATHAN - waits dusty and heavy ? do you just lay abandoned in its tall wands and fuzzball meadows watching its citizens pace and parade and try to forget the angry row the mower would yell ? if it would start anyway . . . and wheres the grass catcher ? and the petrol can ? and who are you anyway to cull this lush microcosm this thick gifted apron - natures deep pile home ? dont worry about it - it will get mowed another day when your head is squarer and the chaos needs a fight
this is an incomplete list of noises that are some way comforting
cars parking in the street at night when i'm stretched out searching for sleep the soft machine clunk of the drivers door and a jimmy-rattle of house keys whir of washing machine in the kitchen slowing down and speeding up at the end of cycle music in another room different and distant - muted-clear a tv in another room unidentified clipped chatter of an old pictureless movie (maybe just the sound of stuff in other rooms . . .) milk floats at dawn their electric whine and chime of bottles hear it coming from far away down other streets the shift change siren yelling over the miles and fog horns out on the thames at any time of day and of course gentle rain on the evening window or the trickle-drip of rain out the gutter after a storm the hum and chew of summer mowers just after i got up on some empty weekend morning