Wednesday 30 September 2020

TROUBLES




i taped the worlds troubles
up in a shipping box

& the courier i book
well hes no mercury

he dont like having 
the rubicon in the rear view

& hes tired of atlas 
yawning up ahead





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from fanjjjt.com





Tuesday 29 September 2020

THE DUST IS HONEST




got to go 
go leak out my ports
in the special room 
yes again

fascists hide in the pines
hide in the curriculums
we see you
yes again

~

soft machine maintenance
is endless
is clip & prune
is secrete & repeat

existence farts

the dust at least is honest
dry crying over our bones






Let's learn from the Germans about public toilets | Society | The Guardian


from the guardian.co.uk



Monday 28 September 2020

ONE BLOOM

 


i have heard 
lifes a turd 

call it fertiliser 
& try grow something 
out that bad nature stink

weeds are fine
just wait for the bloom

one bloom can eclipse
the sweating dogs of parliament

& push back again
that meeting on the ledge
your dark wings pencilled in








The Stink About Human Poop As Fertilizer - Modern Farmer


from modernfarmer.com




Friday 25 September 2020

FLUID GLITCHING



me still then am i ?
i think in the morning

self absorbed mantra
or zen confirmation

questions answers vary 
with the clocks tick tock 

~

& if i am glitching -
well it segues so smooth 

my identity is a spectrum
coming up from my shoes








from redbubble by smakly



Thursday 24 September 2020

ARGUE IN MY MIND



i argue with him
in my mind

i am his devils advocate
or he is mine

i think i win
he doesnt care

it winds me up
& hes not here

~

its hard to look 

at the world sometimes

without floating off nowhere








from ultimateclassicrock.com 
dave swanson / sean gallup / getty images

Tuesday 22 September 2020

REFLECTIVE POP



slab 
of
sleeping animal

far from anywhere

i remember i calmed
the nowhere 90s

with hysterical
frisco guitar







from en.wikipedia.org



Monday 21 September 2020

ILLNESS POP




cant think about it
cant

not about all i missed
all i will miss
all thats taken

~

cant think about it
cant

cos of the pills popped
&
cos of the safety locks
kicking in inside

~

adaptability i realise
(oh fuck)
is a strength & flaw





What to Do When Anxiety Takes Over and You Can't Think Clearly


from lifecounsellingsolutions.com



Friday 18 September 2020

CAGE & BONE POPS




what do
the treetops care

if our cement can look elegant as bone

when 
the light
is right


~


the cage is 5g
led & hd 

we are lounge wear canaries

urged out 
into 
the 
shuttered high street coal mine

after the porn bomb zoom






U.K. Retail Property Values May Be Slashed, Sunday Times Says - Bloomberg


from bloomberg.com



Thursday 17 September 2020

AIR FRESHENER




this air freshener
is like i would be
if i was an air freshener

the unnecessary bulk
the strange nozzle

a spray that dribbles
weak & scentless
into blots
shaped like africa
drying fast
on the cool bathroom floor






Water innovation for Africa: Sustainable solutions for water management |  Result Pack | CORDIS | European Commission



from cordis.europa.eu





Tuesday 15 September 2020

FM DUST




my heads an fm station
all the hundred hours

orphan baselines & exiled hooks

& i breath in fruitbowl orange 
& breath out the darkside greys

but 
the dark comes out as dust 

& it gets back in
gets back in my eyes

a phantom coda
riding destiny thermals





Dust Cloud On Black Background Stock Photo - Image of light, incense:  140630942


from dreamstime.com




Monday 14 September 2020

NATURE VS NATURE





birds pretty afternoon chatter
effervesces in the holly bush

my
migraine
hinterland
is
appalled

~

& todays submerged brainfudge mantra is -

ups / ibs
toilets meet the street*




*& repeat





UPS Orders 10,000 Electric Delivery Vans From Arrival


from cleantechnica.com



Friday 11 September 2020

FOR CONFIRMATION




off winters berm
&
inside summers umber

i
read
back
my
own
book
words

by the fire escape drop

the snow shovels cobs

for existential confirmation
in the hereditary mirror





Rusty Tin Snow Shovel | Rusty tin, Snow shovel, Miniature projects


from pinterest

Thursday 10 September 2020

WORD INTERVENTION




i stack words like this

to stop them losing meaning

they become untethered alone you see

& stacked like this
i give them 
each other
as ballast
& intervention






Nakushita Kotoba "Lost Words" by No Regret Life - Como poerty project


from comopoertyproject/nakushita-kotoba-lost-words-by-no-regret-life



Wednesday 9 September 2020

ILLNESS DOWNER THERAPY POP





'every six months or so
 like the seasons i suppose
 it seems to me 
 a bit of me dies 
 somewhere inside'

 & we started from there

 my essential therapy
 &
 the therapists education










from J.hagelüken - Own work, 
CC BY-SA 3.0, 
https://commons.wikimedia.org




Tuesday 8 September 2020

MY ANALOGIES ARE TOO EXTREME




cant explain it

there arent the words

& my analogies are too extreme

so i explain what i can

& they understand what they understand

& we meet in the middle

militancy in the margins






Chronic illness, grief and ablesplaining - why ableds shut you down

from spooniehacker.com



Monday 7 September 2020

THE MOUNTAIN OF HEALTH





up the mountain of health
to the golden cat up there

we climb we do
in spurts of spirit & hope

& we fall we do
tumble in the thick msg slick

looking up at the mountain top
& the golden cat up there

stuffed crust pizza in his hand
previous allergies inconsequential




405 Chinese Lucky Cat Photos - Free & Royalty-Free Stock Photos from  Dreamstime

from dreamstime.com






Friday 4 September 2020

MUSIC POP




& the jazz rock fusionators
touching up the funk

& the mentholated hiphop metalers
pillaging the cinema

hose me down
at half time

& fill me up again






Have You Come To Realise? | The Kleptones



from kleptones.bandcamp.com



Thursday 3 September 2020

GAME SHOW ECHO, AN OVERTHINK POP




last nights tv game show voices

echo still next dawn

mates rates bonhomie

to me is cold green room ice

classic dark side reaction

to producers 
soft antidote
hard sell 





numberwang! Just watched the last episode. For a sketch show, they really  ended that show on a depressing note. | Mitchell and webb, Sketch show,  Last episode

numberwang from pinterest



Wednesday 2 September 2020

MUDDIED WATER



yes
in
the
muddied
water

washing & drinking
print & cast

~

& i feel like i am waiting

i feel like i am
at the end of something
&
at the start of something

all the time

~

& yes -
in
IN
the
muddied
water

of airstrip ones 
doublethink 
headspace swamp




Tough Mudder Racers Caught Vomiting Bug After Ingesting Muddy Water | Time


from time.com by quinn rooney / getty images


Tuesday 1 September 2020

2020 VISION




2020 vision 
for the horrorshow

perspective
for tomorrows bad news morning

beer garden goat
understands
his
rope






Having 20-20 Vision in the New Year | Machine Design


from machinedesign.com