DANGEROUS

it may sound silly or off

to some 

but

often i realise i have not died

not yet accidentally gasped in to long sleep

thru black celebration and into nowheres peace

and

the chances are i wont tomorrow either

but

i hold the fearlessness of the dead and their armour

and

the nerve of the insane in calm sure paws

in

these

sudden

moments

of realisation and age thatshock me with gentle electric

i

burnt out many times

but

life is endless and relentless and exhausting

its always there until its gone

so 

its all through the looking glass

and

if

i

ever

get it together 

well

i'd probably be dangerous