the street sweeper is old as fortitude & roses & dismounts her machine steed & smokes & swears & stresses over another mountain bike carcass abandoned in the precinct fountains scuzzy puddle bed
weird b & b behind us- the hologram sausage that mysterious barn ~ we pull over & park up to piss to roll smokes wales somewhere a beautiful valley moment ~ ankle shallow creek busy on glossy rocks stoic hills shoulder in just how i would make hills if i made hills but theres nothing to hang it on- i feel a space & need effervescent valley vision cannot grip & live ~ i was morning crust i was wasted dawn in undone boots with undone mind a soft sculpture with nothing to hang it on
gurning gristle in nylon in denim pulled by the moon over gravel over silk to interior approximations of heaven of hell heart truth too soft to stomach skin sack ports leak on a media uproar on a postpartum riot shuffled by clocks into a sideshow into an ad break so - the big boots wear the big boots for grounding for psychological support mind jag too too to do today and sunglasses to hide your glow to hide your shine cos it looks like madness like lunacy like its gone out like that sometimes
cordless landline passed-on at pizza time ( be strong- if you call them once you call them every time ) let some other mad drunk ruin themselves calling the world anyway i always bring the drink dont i ? and i seriously cant be dealing with a clabby phone call in this degenerate state i can smell my own snot i can ! and my arms are an untrained operators practice crane and my boots- well they might as well be on the back of my head wait tho- cant you see im hiding here ? from the mutants and the landsharks . . .
dear future yous yes you in the silicon dust you eating grey putty from the seed banks mush you slipping across the laminated british isles firmware forever buffering in your boots to you i say yes yes the sky was once a fantastic blue and the oceans any shade you could think of and yes the clouds were the most perfect things and birdsong tho wonderful was irritating too ( we did that - they learned our alarms in the citys 24 7 chiming twilight monochrome - just ask the unabomber ) and yes the forests well how to describe a forest ? to you who never seen one ? well it was like heaven in there like heaven in the woods and i can only hope you have wonders of your own cos we had one helluva wrap bash and i can tell you this - that suicide love ? well its very good for the appetite kindest regards the 20th C
i am streetside strolling under the skys boots i see a hedge i think thats green see cement think that used to be a hedge and who are these people out in the naked day ? i think shouldnt they be working and the streets my vacant river ? theres old men in beige sepia like dressed for the dirt of the grave i am in shades of prison greys a smudge of newsprint / a social comment vague and changeable about it all theres an alley i think wheres my alley ? i got block paving the rain runs from and a lush triangle of yard and the sky is like its a hole now fallen open above me unsafe like a danehole and i worry now that i might grow wings the ground is locked all entrances disguised with root vegetable distractions the daft unbearable light of flowers and immovable solid moods
ART IN LEATHER BOOTS monsters rule the earth science goes underground
we are superseding the insects our brains blocked with plaque and our dreams and hopes are embarrassed now in the loaming fields of stone art pulls on its boots and walks on down the hall looking for the library and the weapons there
BOMBS what was there is not there now thus spake bombs SCREENBURN GHOSTS whenever i close my eyes you ghosts drift curious into the doorway youre ghosts of my memory not ghosts of the grave tho you mingle with the grandparents and the assassinated miscellany you are the shadow of all our youth on my eyelids a soft screenburn haunting wondering where i am now and friendly CANDLE candle burning at both ends till there is no wax left and soon no wick then briefly i am entirely only an orphan fire
STRANGE DAYS so one strange day i woke a member of the world of adults tho i knew i was once a child and why some things make more sense now its nothing i had questions about back when i was small a plastic mouse in my school trouser pocket
sat on a bench on slippery winter decking berries are bright red across the sea bombs are falling onto people here - brittle birdsong outside my boots rest on a cheap green plastic chair workmens toil echoes
i walk my boots thru its orange clots past the graveyard stones allotments wild squares fire station school yard and the secrets of silent daytime houses
its hard and its far and theres no time so tie boot laces tight against the oceans that make other places seem impossible it looks short but it feels endless this functioning mush / this advertised median between the unkillable poor and the miserable lost smiles of the rich
but you can still smell the roses or paint them if you have allergies