if defeatfeels snugbulk up
on anger pie
three times
every day
its investment grit
in the oyster bank
that dividends
a stretchy belt
& lashings of
mad mad sauce
cordless
landline
passed-on
at
pizza time
( be strong-
if you call them once
you call them every time )
let
some
other
mad
drunk
ruin themselves
calling the world
anyway
i always
bring the drink
dont i ?
and
i
seriously
cant
be
dealing
with
a
clabby phone call
in
this
degenerate
state
i can smell my own snot
i can !
and
my
arms
are an untrained operators
practice crane
and my boots-
well
they
might as well be
on the back of my head
wait tho-
cant you see
im hiding here ?
from the mutants
and the landsharks . . .
even
attempting
going
to
piss
is
too
fraught
with
risk
of
exposure
and
quick
defeat
down here
under no stars
a new kind of dead
on
the
killing floor
from vg247.com
monday morning
is
ALWAYS
monday morning
always
holding
the same worries
function creep of defeat
and
splintered yoke of slog
and
friday afternoon
has
its
scheduled bubble of childish comfort
its cheeky joy
like
fruity
perfume
that
disguises
the
scent of manipulated tease
please
notice
the
hot spur of determination
the
stiletto stab of discipline
digging
deep
in your soft weekend flank
waking
your sleepwalk
to
more . . .
from lovethispic.com
want to find
every
school
or
college
kid
with those downcast hiding eyes
and few friends
and pointed-in feet
all overdressed and overdone the best they can
but
with those stooped shoulders
that
just
cant
carry it off
and
all silent at home
and in class
who
pack
defeat
with
their books in the morning
and
tell them
firmly and with proof
that
it
WILL
get better . . .
except
maybe
for
them
it wont