papa ! baby johansen cries early development gifted
observes for the first time- n o r m a l i t y papa ! he cries what the fuck are you doing ! ~ baby johansen- pities nights grey auditor pale moonlight in a black mirror ? baby johansen says that does not add up at all ~ theres little cats baby johansen says baby johansen- found delight little cats with little faces he says little cats- make way down garden fence wall ~ cousins baby johansen muses they are a weird mirror weird siblings of the moonlight then- papa night auditors number ? papa . . ? ~ the dishes are where they are baby johansen says dead serious computer: end program he says then- computer: drury lane rain baby johansen overtired- my body papa ! it speaks cipher i cannot decode ~ papa- lifts head from hands fetches changing mat wonders- what have we done ?
theyre tense like grasping a last-order twenty in a sweaty bar nameless and thirsty
why not let the timid light in at moonlight o clock ? the night is still the night
still smells of magic and the stars are still stars shining timid light on precious and gentle somethings and while the world is still the world sneaky fantasy still slips its pretend and ugly covers