Showing posts with label illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label illness. Show all posts

Friday, 14 August 2020

MIC DROP & FIN




on benefits ?
shoot the effing lot of em !
send em home !
he says

i am on benefits
i say

& very mostly at home 

but out at a bbq with twunts today
for some awful reason

well . . . not . . . 
you know what i mean tho
he says unsure

i dont fit the mold you see

i have an illness
i say
& a working wife

this bbq is bloated
with tabloid fed
carb tards

you should be ashamed 
of your effing self !
he says 

feeling on surer grounds
for some reason now

well the thing is you see
i say stepping up
at a bbq we are leaving

i AM ashamed sometimes 
but i dont believe 
i should have to be
THATS my problem

i leave
too ill
to engage
further

mic drop & fin









HMRC and DWP lose more money by their own errors, than by fraud

from universalcreditsufferer.com





Wednesday, 12 July 2017

FOR CONTRAST AND CONTEXT



( in a dept store cafe )

theres a woman
cackling over 
her grandchild
then
she
lists
items
in a standard xmas dinner

her family are on their phones

theres an old lady
barking
like an asthmatic dog
like an emphysema crow
at
a
flaking pastry

theres her daughter
on crutches
talking
slow
so slow
slow as illness

and quiet as a cloud

theres a silent man
nothing to eat
no tea cup and saucer
a shine of use
on his knees
on his arse
of
his
cheap black asda slacks

theres a man in a cap
eyes invisible
check shirt
tucked in
trousers high
checking out the seed stand 
for 
20 
minutes

before choosing nothing

~

i dont fit in here
thats why i need to be here

( says
  my
  ego )

i make the picture

i represent
the contrast and context

no
one
is
looking for

( says
  my
  ego
  sadly )

~

just another meat puppet

dancing 
strings
pulling
at his arm
at his hand
at his pen
scribing
words
like
spiders legs
in 

small lined
spiral bound
scribble pad

in a stop and start coffee dream


Image result for seed stand images

from thompson-morgan.com

Wednesday, 1 April 2015

CENSORSED



tuesday
noon

is there ever a deader time to be ?

i
stretch
out
on
my
parents sofa 

memories blanked out

censorsored by medicine markers

pondering
our
soft and inevitable illness
and
how
to
live
in the West
on
two
pounds
a
day
from artlebedev.com