if you dont die as a kid you become an adult suddenly by default youre some kind of role model even if youre accidentally royal or kill foxes at the weekend
i saw the dusk turn the streets monochrome and orange i saw the moon light the foxes slender and strolling and i saw the solid doom of dark before the creeping lid of dawn
soon people will come in cars and with dogs and rubbing the sleep from their eyes talking with loud morning voices bright and busy and ignorant of the still stages of night
i am calm in a cloud of an unused night but this white racket will soon expose and tire me and wear me thin thru the long day