NEVER A SKY PILOT OR PASSENGER BE

 

 

verdict 

is

earth

is

Officially  Longterm  Unliveable

~

i wont make it onto the sky lists

& even if i will be cool cremains

when the last trees fall unheard

it still makes me sad today

photo - Cement Belt from the Dagenham Archive

SHARING CIGARETTES

whenever i end
&
where ever i fall

after it all

im still back there

under the college arches 

& 

in the malls back road bin stink

in the rain & forever

sharing cigarettes
with you

calling bring out your dead

like we were clever

like we knew it all

from everydayhealth.com

THE MOUNTAIN OF HEALTH

up the mountain of health
to the golden cat up there

we climb we do
in spurts of spirit & hope

& we fall we do
tumble in the thick msg slick

looking up at the mountain top
& the golden cat up there

stuffed crust pizza in his hand
previous allergies inconsequential

from dreamstime.com

TIME DIAGRAM 3

in this clock plague of turbo instants

all there is to do

is blink & hope for

please

please

please

not me
not yet

not NOW

& accept the heavy sadness

of the ruined bodies fall

from latimes.com

HARDER

from techcrunch.com

DARK DREAMS AND DUSK THAT CALLS YOU OUT

my

dreams

are

funerals where the dead mourn too

my

dreams

orbit

the heart of sickness

like stealth satellites

they monitor numbers stations

broadcasting blind

on

a

carpet

stain

moon 

~

and theres a castle

in the hinterlands there

i

built

it

from

soft bricks of flesh

( imagine a lego brick

  but soft to the touch

  and layered with 

  pale veined skin )

the castle in the hinterlands there

its uninvaded 

its cold turkey

its a plucked goose tower

vibrating

in

the

rain

and  

every

drop

has

its designated landing zone

a ledge to swell on

and a sky to reflect

~

and the castle windows are holes now

where 

we

used

to

where we used to

~

and well

dusk has some balls 

dont it ?

doing what it does

everyday

telling us 

what

we

dont

want to hear

its over

it says

its over again

so lay yourself down again

and worry again

that you done enough

or havent

( havent )

~

and i fall 

without moving

into

prescribed

sleep

into

undirected

theatre

into the castle there

its walls lined

with

the

detachable organs

of

another

nights

mad surrender

~

and i can only be grateful

when it lets me return

in one piece 

back to

dusks

upside down

morning

from rpgdrivethru.com

BABY INSIGHT

the
world damaged and self tortured souls
who fell
and
who almost folded
and
who voyaged in the murk of the hungry abyss and the storm gutter
and
are standing now
wiser and hotter and benevolent and epic tolerant
and
glow privately 
with 
the light of black knowledge gone

find one
and 
let them hold you
in a 
giving understanding clean clear embrace
so
as
you dont fall off the world
anymore