HELLO WORLD

when every morning

i go to the window

& i draw the curtains

& i rest my hands on the sill

& i see the houses there

& their cars calmly grazing

i look it all in its glass eyes

& say

hello world

the lack of applause
always disappoints

CARVERY DESSERT VOL5

you-

youre
too good
too honest
too pure

i am jealous


~


im talking to you
leonard anne william
pablo enerst nick
jim & jack & pat
kurt & all the rest

so often
such perfect 

versions of yourselves
that 

my 

heart becomes afraid


~

must take it all on naked

staying still

only stalls 

disappointment

clothes only cover the scars


~


its no real choice
zen is in the babysteps
the rest in others hands