blank events survive on my flat calendar but the Vibes the Meanings the Feelings are bleached to nothings by oceans of gin and the what-the-fuck mornings of shark-eyes bunny-scared on the bus and staring inside hiding behind mean humour in the warehouses of youth and wages well-fed fear drove reckless in the front seat and i kept pointless secrets - secrets make Hell and they ate at my strangled guts from below while i waited hoping for age to loosen everything
monday morning - here we go again tuesday - i hate tuesday's, such a nothing day wednesday lunchtime - half way there thursday - had enough by thursdays, nearly there tho friday - thank EFF its friday! also some bastard says soon be monday morning and repeat