NO CHOICES hes gone where they all go when they go see you there why not why not why not ? SMELLS ME DIESEL the cat manages to make a noise just like hydraulic brakes & my memory smells me diesel in overseas snow till he farts like an arsehole blocked drain now after heavy rain & pa gets out the dyno rods again ENGLISH CAFE BLUES in the cafe queues just me its english theyre speaking but its not english i hear he NEEDS coffee they say they laugh i am a thousand miles away my mind made of cushions & unable to explain ~ i sit- well its a controlled collapse & the view is exactly arse height & i wonder what regular secrets all those under-grundies have seen its a grundy parade by the calendar stand & i write it down now this english im writing is english i understand a grundy parade & mr calendar man it makes sense on paper if anywhere can