IT WAS VIDEO OF COURSE

i was 

well behind

the leaps of phone tech
when he showed me

a pic of his fiancé in turkey

i jumped 

when she moved

cos it was video of course
& he looked at me

with surprise & weird distaste

& i felt 

like philip k dick

when hes spying on himself
& its raining in his heart 

in paranoid & scrambled LA

ACTOR POP

 

ben affleck
stands there
like a fridge
stands there
after you
pulled it out
to get behind
& clean

DELIRIUM TAPAS VOL7

left behind

yep left behind

i miss even the people i never knew

so - left behind

by what ? by peers ? time ?

the boat you never wanted that never came ?

the window you couldnt wouldnt open ?


~


man - you left you behind

dude - you stuck those heels IN

& cried for yourself in the great unravelling

opportunity rendered invisible

on that blinkered peripheral shore

THAT LAUGH

come get me
says the day
in latin

i take a deep breath 
i nod ok yes ok 

but 
glance 
behind 
me

like you do you know

&
realise
its 
not 
talking to me

& then i hear that laugh

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