NO BLAME

i wouldnt blame her if she did as she said . . .
i
said
DO YOU WANT YOUR RED CLOTHES WASHED SEPARATE FROM THE WHITE ?
i
said
RACE HORSING
i
said
THE CAT LOOKS LONG TODAY
i
said
BLEH
i
said
an unrecognisable stream of consonants
i
said
______ thinking i already spoke
she
said
ENGLISH IS YOUR FIRST LANGUAGE DUDE ! 
AND YOU WANT TO BE A WRITER ! 
HOWS THAT GOING ?

i lay in the bath tub musing about how
i
really 
wouldnt 
blame her at all . . .

shes multilingual
an actual genius 
and
i
lay
in the bath tub
gazing at my belly hair 
and
how
it
explodes
below
and
drifts like seaweed in clear water
and
when i get up
it
clings
and
looks too much / too wild / too dark
so
i
wouldnt
blame
her
at
all
if
one
night
she
did
as
she
said
and mends me once and for all
with
a
club hammer to the skull

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