A TV AD I FORGET FOR WHAT theres a tiger in the bungalow
hes half tranq'd fully b'tiful prob endangered and the contrast is delicious when he lays across the divan like a lightning striped deep-velvet emperor noble and guiltless and i am jealous window shopping online again COUNT YOUR WEIRD BLESSINGS if you got no legs johnny and those tories johnny they cut your money and took your bedroom but you cant get out anyway johnny to see what else they gone and done can you ? so you see johnny them tories got a plan dont they ?
much more than just spite UNVOLUTION we climbed out the lakes saw the land thought fuck this and quickly hid in the trees and when we got our blood up and came down again we stood in the weird water of the looking glass wasting ourselves wondering at the moon our opposing thumbs stuck in the air for a fast lift out of there
all the doorbells go sundays / weekday mornings cos the old folk will be in watching their tv stories on brown settees the tories / the ukips they knock / they ring they put papers thru i hear them next door saying CAN WE COUNT ON YOUR VOTE IN THE FUTURE ? i ignore my bell feel sick theyre in the yard their dumb white faces rank with righteousness is more than i can stand how to fully articulate the breadth and depth of my fear and loathing to minds bought and closed ?
So i'm reading an Updike. Its like a small town soap but with insight into the weird architecture of human relations / reactions, told with a poetry of description; he paints such a world of constant colour and wonder that i should not have mentioned soaps in the same sentence at all. So in it theres this guy. Its the 1950s. He sits down on his wifes hospital bed and watches a tv show after falling a coin into the slot. The show has women talking of woes / tragedies and money is awarded depending on the crowds applause.
And that could be tv now; something we'd think is new. So i listened to a Hancocks Half Hour. Always good. Him and Sid are moaning. Theres all these Italian coffee shops moving in. Things are changing. Things arent the same. That sort of moan. This is the 1950s. And this happens now; Costa, Starbucks, Nero. A glut of brown stink in the high street avenue. So i found this local paper. Under a plant plot. From 1983. Folks are worried about new builds on the green belt. A sheds been burgled. All the tools taken. Dorothy whatever is 101. Its the same news as now. Population, now that changes. Technology, now that changes. So war monuments say 'so they shall not be forgotten' and they are not. They also say 'so history shall not be repeated'. But it is. And too, the Tory Goblins are back painting targets on the regulars Joes. Same as when i was a 70s kid and goths did glue in the subway under Sex Pistols graffiti.
Goths. Goths prevail. And so does Punk. Makes me think of Elvis. Elvis thrashed it up with self taught chords. In black eyeliner. And later, in black leather. It was the 1950s.
Obviously i have lost my thread - conclude whatever for yourselves.