i dreamed of a northern town run by a moody michael gambon and a woman there was a movie cliche sucked back into her old ways behind a beaded curtain just when she thought she was out
again she guards old lags keys for rent money molestation protection and an old and tired sun-faded thrill her hairpin elbows resting eternally on a railway sleeper bar and i was some kind of new face fixing a plastic stick-on speedo on the dashboard of a childs go-kart car while some hired hood some borough market lee marvin was mocking dylan thomas saying deaths dominion ? thats just deaths opinion and wondering aloud that we dont weep with weakness and relief at the start of nights curfew and the sweet nod of dawn that comes in confectionery colours over the factory chimneys climbing column of writhing rising snake-like smoke
and well come on hang about ere what right do these dream faces have to rap and tap me on the chest while i am only resting ? what right to assume my guilt when ive no back story at all ? i was born here i try to cry out born working on this dusty bugsy malone garage floor
but then everyone but me is gone away like some door is shut and sealed in wakings first reality aches and i am left bereft and anxious and then in a rush relieved relieved in the sweet nod of another dawn thats all the colours of confectionery over the low and homey bungalow roofs