INSINUATING MELODIES

now

my
mind
writes

its
own
eulogy
as
i
paint

& i am trying not to ruin the canvas
& i am happy i have not ruined it yet

& i can only paint to arcade fire
& i am almost sick of them

    almost gagging on 

      the insinuating melodies

but i am hooked on

the bitter sweet

coffee & banoffee

of nostalgia & longing 

THE SQUEEZE MADRIGALS - BRAZIL

i listen to 

Squeeze sing

bitter sweet sugar doom
&
i watch the end of 

Brazil

& log its chivalry lobotomy

& i darkly dream stuff
& i bleakly wonder stuff

thru a frosted glass onion

passing my advanced degree
in

arcade fire

420 o clock

adolescent

overhang

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