this air freshener is like i would be if i was an air freshener the unnecessary bulk the strange nozzle & a spray that dribbles weak & scentless into blots shaped like africa drying fast on the cool bathroom floor
remember being super stoned & it making your feet so very incredibly outrageously comfortable ? tucked in under roiled sheets slid into shop-fresh socks ~ well that was youth my friend its medicine now for the pain & the weirdness for its own freehold paranoia say hello to fear in the bathrooms hasty home clinic held still by worrys own slick clammy paw
hiccupping mindscape floods & pools with the swampstink aftermath of nighttimes unconscious hallucinations topography dries under morning bathroom light bulbs and the mirrors blank confirmation leaves residue like plaque like limescale like the dried on dirt of detergent ads white matter orphans left thirsty in areas too dangerous to bleach
post a poem here prompted the rolling social newsfeed patchwork i wrote- 'theres phosphorescence in the indiglo of new blue dreams' i wrote it in my brain pan in the morning bathroom i was subliming my ablutions with abba lodged in my frontals and i think its about the night sky stars and maybe double denim
the house i was born in i still dream about adding secret rooms All Mine behind bead curtains for some reason i cant remember the bathroom but the glass door in the hall at the foot of the stairs that i DO remember no one else remembers at all i stop by there sometimes and look in the back gate listening for an echo of the brown sofa or the cabinet under the tv where my pens and fuzzy felt lived
the sci-fi noise in the space-age bathroom is only my ancient guts 2.
the blinds are open so i write quickly as soon it will suddenly be dark 3. without drugs i became horribly aware of the PHYSICAL FACT of the earths-solid-girth pressing upwards against my boots 4. no matter where the Grim Fuckers washed up in adulthood as children they all painted autumn scenes