NOTE TO HANDLER

i apologise
for the brevity
of recent reports

it is challenging
to parse salience
from the current derangement

& i am struggling
to contain the feeling
that i have seen it all before

know that going forward
i plan to hold space
& divinate essence there

thank you for

your continued faith

in my strange reportage

SORRY ABOUT THAT

in the time 
before i was born
ringo starr 
wrote two songs

and
i
apologise
unreservedly
for
his
misplaced
nautical 
whimsy

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ps

hey richard
send lennon back when you move on yes ?
soon is it ?

MENTAL VENTING

i make up arguments in my head

    its
    a
    way
    to
work things out

a tactic for life / mental venting

    i always 
        choose
    the face 
        of
    an actual person
for my in-brain adversary


when ive won and calmed down
        i
    think
        i
    should
    apologise
        to
    their real-life self

    because 
    honestly
it all got VERY personal

    but 
    then 
the Fucker would win ! 

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