i chewed nicotine gum
sigh
i knew it wouldnt cut it for long
and
i
lit
a
cigarette
i stood smoking on the scrabble of estuary shore
kicked a stone
photo'd a bored gull
sigh
i watched RC planes buzz faint in the gym sock sky
i lit the end of a reefer
from
a
matchbox
deep
in my pocket
i found a bird watchers hide to hide in
sigh
i sat on the dried wooden bench
i sipped out a hipflask
looking
at
the
river
it was grey and thin
a fallen and bland expanse
sigh
and i took a longer sip
i was depressed
sigh
but
couldnt
take
action
yet
jesus i thought instead
this island is a hole
from alifetimeofislands
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