CALVES

 

i'd upset her.

she's emailed, like we do.

she says not to avoid her.

she says

she

has

stopped crying.

I put out wine and friendly  

candles and a red garden rose.

she

eats

takeaway/I eat microwave.

we share M&M's

from 

a

bowl.

you're the best fun with a naked lady i ever had

i'm saying quietly

and 

i'm

reaching out my hands to

massage her shaped and shaved and lotioned calves.

she 

say's

she’ll sleep on the sofa if she has too much wine.

calm close chat lays it all out.  for now.

and 

for now 

I’m happy.

filling

my 

hands

with

her

calves.