I AM THE CAPTAIN

i feel a flow now

the
flow
of
myth

the flow often spoken about
in college canteens and late night
high
philosophy
jags

everyone bright eyed with possibility
while
i
looked at the carpet and the floor 
not feeling the waters direction at all
wilfully
stagnant
in my own black pool

now i step aboard the small boat
and
call to the captain
but theres no captain there - i am the captain !

i
sit
back
all calm and quiet eyed
and
let the rudder eddy its overdue path 
down
stream