FASTERMILESANHOUR

faster and faster i went 
fastermilesanhour

deep into the dark hug abyss 
at fastermilesanhour

i scribbled on the graffiti wall of denial 
with
a
fountain pen loaded with accident blood
an
eloquent
record
of 
pain  

the words became a blur of white icefire 
drowning my dumb exile 
in 
a 
fearwave of panfried panic

booze stopped working its wonderfire 
and i crashed thru my own shoddy walls 
at fastermilesanhour

and
burned bright and black
in 
a 
3 AM 
of
future
dread